Next year, I want to be myself. I sometimes stray away from my values. I want to be a girl who knows what she is and is comfortable in her own skin. It might be surprising knowing my personality, but I know that at the beginning of the school year I am going to be very shy. Afraid of other kids. Afraid of first impressions. My idea is, if I don't try to meet new people, I won't give myself the chance to make a first impression. Therefore, my first impression can't be bad because i won't make one. Although, maybe I should. I want to succeed in high school. I don't mean in the sense of the popular scale, want to succeed academically. I see people focus on all the wrong things in high school, I want my priorities straight. But that doesn't mean I can't have fun. I am a fun person, and I intend to carry that over into high school. I want to make friends and be a social butterfly. But I want to be a loyal friend. Loyalty needs to come first. That is one of my most important values. I am looking forward to the teachers in high school. I hope they understand me, look me in the eyes, and answer all of my questions. But, I've heard they can also be really good friends. I am nervous about the workload. I can do homework. But I have a bad habit of procrastinating. I need to work on my time management before high school roles around because I know that I will struggle if I don't. Especially with sports, I know I can fall very behind. I'm also nervous about new people and growing up. I still feel like a kid, I act like a kid. But being in high school means that I'm definitely not a kid anymore.i'm afraid of growing up and being mature. Acting like an adult. I just want to be a kid. But I know I have responsibilities and I can't pretend to be a kid. I know I need to grow up, the only problem is that, I don't know how to.
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