I'm not going to lie, I have had a tough year. Not a great year, last year wasn't too swell either. I guess it's been bad for a while now. But, I'm not a wallower, even though sometimes I prefer wallowing, I even like wallowing, but nonetheless, wallowing is not an option in my life. My schedule won't allow it. So, I have to put my head up, and just do. Do anything, do whatever I want, I get to choose what I want to do, so my only option left is to just do. I got on this amazing travel ball team over the summer. This allowed new hope in my life. I am so excited about this team because softball means a lot to me and I take it very seriously. I am glad that I have the opportunity to play in Division One Travel Ball, where I belong, and get the opportunity to improve and allow myself to prepare for future opportunities. Softball is an anchor, something I can look forward to. Even if it causes a little more stress than I need, it's (and I sincerely apologize for the disgustingly cheesy thing I am about to say) truly my happy place. This is what I am going to do, this is what I choose and I am happy with my decisions. When life has just given me a little too much for one day, I can go to softball and work even harder. That's the only thing I know to do, the only option left. The harder I work, allows more opportunity to get better and I will feel good about myself because all I want to is to succeed. That's all I have and I can't give it up. I have been privileged with this opportunity and I will certainly not waste it. I want to reinvent myself and I will not fail. This is a new start, I can choose to work harder and be better, and that's what I choose.
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